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Song Of A Broken Dove - ValorX77 - 04-08-2022
Hello folks.
It’s been awhile since I have spoken truly from my heart. I have to admit these past few days were the hardest of my life.
I am getting to the point that I cannot mentally hang on much longer, but thanks to therapy, I have avoided going down that path.
Having been through these leagues for 3 years now, I have seemed to feel emotionally better, but on my inside, I don’t feel that way.
I personally felt that the Izzy issue over in SHL has caused me to hit some very low points mentally. I want to thank those who reached out to me during these hard times.
I think it is time for a change. I may need to step away from these leagues for awhile.
And to those who supported me or doubted me, it’s for my own good that I need to make these changes.
Having to deal with my autism and college, plus poor mental health is a perfect storm of problems on its own.
Please don’t be afraid to speak to someone about your problems. There is another way out, your story is never finished, we are all still unwritten in a way.
Please seek help if you are having suicidal thoughts, and make sure you have a good support system around you.
Take care,
Valor
P.S: This was emotionally hard to write, as it was the first time I have felt depressed in these leagues since the loss of Emi/Emiko. And please ban Izzy and people similar to him for good.
RE: Song Of A Broken Dove - zaynzk - 04-08-2022
<3
RE: Song Of A Broken Dove - RussDrivesTheBus - 04-08-2022
<3
RE: Song Of A Broken Dove - Air Crou - 04-08-2022
Take care bro! <3
RE: Song Of A Broken Dove - br0_0ker - 05-01-2022
take a break and then come back stronger than ever. all the s15ers are doing it. <3 bro (steelsound)