You know, the first couple of apologies were cool with me, sometimes people get off on the wrong foot, combine that with social anxiety and awkwardness and it can lead to a stumble down the cliff of becoming an outcast.
But now? Even with a person only a select few knew the true name of? You still managed to find a way to mess it up, when there should have been no possible way to do so. Yes people will make jokes, and people will point and laugh and that sucks. But at this point? This is starting to feel like that scene from “Joker” where De Niro’s character says “are you done? I mean there’s so much self pity” every time it seems like you mean to make an apology, it turns into us hearing about how you either had a hard time, or someone else hurt you. I don’t know if you plan to come back, given your history I’d say you probably will either under a “Phoenix account” or whatever else you want to call it. But if you ever want to become more than a meme you need to do it as you, and it’s gonna take longer and longer every time you post one of these self-pity novels and take a break.
But now? Even with a person only a select few knew the true name of? You still managed to find a way to mess it up, when there should have been no possible way to do so. Yes people will make jokes, and people will point and laugh and that sucks. But at this point? This is starting to feel like that scene from “Joker” where De Niro’s character says “are you done? I mean there’s so much self pity” every time it seems like you mean to make an apology, it turns into us hearing about how you either had a hard time, or someone else hurt you. I don’t know if you plan to come back, given your history I’d say you probably will either under a “Phoenix account” or whatever else you want to call it. But if you ever want to become more than a meme you need to do it as you, and it’s gonna take longer and longer every time you post one of these self-pity novels and take a break.