Everything can be looked at in retrospect. What if I ate 2,000 more calories per day? Well, then I'd probably be lineman blocking for the team instead of being the one benefitting from having great linemen. What if I was drafted anywhere else? That could go anywhere. I could be doing much better, or I could be doing much worse. I don't find any reason to think about these alternate realities, because I'm not anywhere else so I can only appreciate my time in Norfolk and having been drafted by the Hahalua. There are plenty in game situations every player wishes would or could have happened, like "I wish I would have caught the ball" or "I wish I would have cut backside." Things that could have led to a different outcome. The controlables. Control what you can control, and forget about everything else. Can't worry about what life gives you. Just focus on what you can do. Maybe once free agency hits, that's something I can control and if I wish to see what else is out there, then so be it.
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