As usual, I'm not paying attention very well and I just saw this morning that there was an attempt to exercise the mutual option on my contract. For context, The moment the Baltimore Hawks' new GMs were announced, I left the server. Because it's such a controversial topic, I won't talk about their hiring process or how much the team was spoken to on the subject. But one thing I will say is that I was told that if I didn't like the hire, I could just leave the team. So I am leaving the team. Despite having found a solid group of people who had accepted me, I left the Hawks LR.
The reason I didn't approve of the new GMs is probably going to be what gets me the hate here this time. But when you go through a traumatic experience, you can't look at people the same way. And if you think I bring up last April too often, it's because i just can't disassociate this league with the anxiety and fear I felt. I've made decisions based on that fear and since then I've felt isolation for being dragged out in front of the league as a scapegoat. One of the guys involved in making me that scapegoat and being on the front line in the GM chat against me was Frick. I used to have a good relationship with Frick, but since then I just don't want to see him. That was why I left the server, that was why I DMd one of the interims if I could be traded before he arrived. And that's why I've declined my mutual option with the Hawks.
I genuinely enjoyed my time on the Baltimore Hawks. There's a bunch of weebs and while we may not all watch the same stuff, it's not something that's looked down on. Unlike elsewhere in the league. Glims, Star, and even Butters (not a weeb, but Gorillaz) all found a way to make the space more comfortable for me. Although, they did sign a certain player I have difficulty with. And then in the following season they cut my carries when I was told my carries would go up. That's why I had asked for a trade. But this past season, I had my carries and I hadn't interacted with the user I didn't want to interact with so I was fine remaining on the Hawks. I didn't care we were winless, I just cared that I was comfortable.
This is something I spoke to Star and Butters about that I didn't care about team success anymore. Yes, that's a horrible thing to say, but I'm not exactly tanking a reputation that's already been tanked so hard already. At one point, I was the single user who had won the most Ultimus trophies as a player. I haven't won any since, but I still have 5 Ultimus trophies to my name. In terms of personal awards, I have no personal awards. I'm planning on Mai being my last player in this league and focusing on finally getting a real social life in the future after quarantine. So, I wanted to finally shoot for some sort of "Best RB" award or something and be as active as possible. If I'm not getting the carries to facilitate that dream, of course I'm going to be unhappy. But luckily, that was resolved. And unluckily, another issue popped up.
I've been here now for almost 4 years. I've made friends, I've lost friends, I've fallen out with friends, and, for the most part, I've found the people I don't want to be around. This is a blessing and a curse. I identified the problem and know where not to be. The problem is that I have such little control over where I can go and what I can do to avoid these people that it doesn't matter if I know where the problem is, the problem will always follow me.
So that brings me to what I have to say to the GMs of the league about signing me (if anyone still wants to sign my broken ass). I no longer care about team success. I only care about money as far as it helps with getting more TPE for less effort. But the only two things I care about are lots of chances to finally get an individual award and, more importantly, if the LR is "Jiggly-friendly". It's weird how often I've seen people say how horrible it must be to be in a locker room with me without realizing how most people I've been in an LR with have almost never had a problem with me and the only thing you're doing is making the community a less welcoming place for another user.
I like having a music channel because I spent 4 and a half years as a radio DJ and I like sharing music to others. It used to be really bad two years ago, with me basically spamming the channel every night, but recently it's just been something like one song every day or every other day. An anime channel isn't a necessity, but it's nice when I show up and I see one there already because it means I won't feel alone on that front. The worst thing about my pitiful existence is that I am extremely passionate about sports, anime, and music, but I'm never allowed to let those things mix. You guys may think it's annoying when I show up with anime in a sports context, but it feels even worse showing up to anime people with sports references and no one understanding what I'm saying. And finally, just the people on the team. If you really are interested in signing me and want to know if your team is clean, just ask me.
A really bad and self-destructive habit I have whenever I enter any Discord server in sim sports is to just search for my name in the server. It sounds more narcissistic than it is. Because other people search their name and see nice things about them or their players. I search my name and find people shit-talking me. Constantly. To a hurtful degree. To a degree that my day is completely ruined after doing this. To a degree that, as I stated before, I don't look at the person the same way again. As I said, this is a self-destructive habit. So if I join your server, I'll probably do that. But if those people are gone and none of your current players are like that, I'll be fine.
I thought Rose Jenkins would be the end of the line for me in the NSFL (ISFL now, whatever). I thought that I would finally win something and be remembered at least for my one good player. But life doesn't always go your way. Shit never turns out right. And during a time where I was talking to Oles about applying for the Butchers' GM position; I came up with a character that fit my feelings for the ISFL. Someone whose very existence was built on my experiences.
I was debating if I wanted to list the kanji for Fukushuu's name, or at least if I should make it canon. Her name is "復讐", which is the spelling of the word that directly translates to "Revenge". Combine that with a first name that sounds like the English word "My" and you get a name that means "My Revenge". Cool edgy OC, I know. But that's just how I feel about being here. I know that I can make a good character, make a good player, and finally get some positive recognition for once. But every time I've tried to do something good, I've either failed or it was out of my control. I've been kicked around by peers most of my life. I've been insulted in sim leagues to the point where I'm just a meme.
The thing I keep telling myself is that "I want to be better" and every time I try to do that, something stands in my way. Hell, when I finally went to a club at college, the very next day the entire world was shut down for the pandemic. And with Fukushuu, as well as Rosie before her and possibly even Tegan, I'm always caught behind someone who's moving at light speed. Rosie wasn't comparable to Corvo or Cooter because she was given the short end of the stick and ended up on a team that would eventually implode within a couple good seasons. Tegan, despite being in the Top 5 in receiving most of her time at the position, was always behind a teammate. And Fukushuu, despite my best efforts, is playing at the same position as someone who will probably break the all-time TPE record.
So going forward, I will welcome any GMs contacting me. Due to the fact that I physically cannot handle being in the ISFL General Discord (I get literal shakes being in there, it's honestly terrifying), you will probably have to go through someone like TB or Raven to get my info to DM me. And honestly, I'm completely fine with retiring if no one wants me. Giving up on something you've fought for for so long is the hardest thing to do, but maybe it's best to finally let go. I've started working on a new personal project that I'm extremely excited about and have been working pretty much every day at. Then in a month I'll be doing the main coverage for both the Fire and Red Stars for my journalist job and after that in the fall I'll be starting at a film school. I have more than enough on my plate that maybe it's best if I'm not here. But, if someone is willing to take me on and make me feel welcome, I'll stay and be the best damn RB I can be.
Well, this took all morning and I haven't even had breakfast yet (it's noon in Chicago rn). I have work to do on my previously mentioned project and I guess I should eat. I don't know when free agency is supposed to start or end, so I'll keep updating on my own until either someone picks me up or I figure out that the season's started and I'm finally free.
Also, please don't make my media a fucking cesspool again. It's not a good feeling to walk in and just see hate followed by shitposts followed by an HO member having to shut the place down.
<3,
Jiggly
![[Image: tumblr_niaj25SsyT1rtbkkjo1_500.gif]](https://64.media.tumblr.com/b5a20bad1b674984ed51a34b02bfa928/tumblr_niaj25SsyT1rtbkkjo1_500.gif)
The reason I didn't approve of the new GMs is probably going to be what gets me the hate here this time. But when you go through a traumatic experience, you can't look at people the same way. And if you think I bring up last April too often, it's because i just can't disassociate this league with the anxiety and fear I felt. I've made decisions based on that fear and since then I've felt isolation for being dragged out in front of the league as a scapegoat. One of the guys involved in making me that scapegoat and being on the front line in the GM chat against me was Frick. I used to have a good relationship with Frick, but since then I just don't want to see him. That was why I left the server, that was why I DMd one of the interims if I could be traded before he arrived. And that's why I've declined my mutual option with the Hawks.
I genuinely enjoyed my time on the Baltimore Hawks. There's a bunch of weebs and while we may not all watch the same stuff, it's not something that's looked down on. Unlike elsewhere in the league. Glims, Star, and even Butters (not a weeb, but Gorillaz) all found a way to make the space more comfortable for me. Although, they did sign a certain player I have difficulty with. And then in the following season they cut my carries when I was told my carries would go up. That's why I had asked for a trade. But this past season, I had my carries and I hadn't interacted with the user I didn't want to interact with so I was fine remaining on the Hawks. I didn't care we were winless, I just cared that I was comfortable.
This is something I spoke to Star and Butters about that I didn't care about team success anymore. Yes, that's a horrible thing to say, but I'm not exactly tanking a reputation that's already been tanked so hard already. At one point, I was the single user who had won the most Ultimus trophies as a player. I haven't won any since, but I still have 5 Ultimus trophies to my name. In terms of personal awards, I have no personal awards. I'm planning on Mai being my last player in this league and focusing on finally getting a real social life in the future after quarantine. So, I wanted to finally shoot for some sort of "Best RB" award or something and be as active as possible. If I'm not getting the carries to facilitate that dream, of course I'm going to be unhappy. But luckily, that was resolved. And unluckily, another issue popped up.
I've been here now for almost 4 years. I've made friends, I've lost friends, I've fallen out with friends, and, for the most part, I've found the people I don't want to be around. This is a blessing and a curse. I identified the problem and know where not to be. The problem is that I have such little control over where I can go and what I can do to avoid these people that it doesn't matter if I know where the problem is, the problem will always follow me.
So that brings me to what I have to say to the GMs of the league about signing me (if anyone still wants to sign my broken ass). I no longer care about team success. I only care about money as far as it helps with getting more TPE for less effort. But the only two things I care about are lots of chances to finally get an individual award and, more importantly, if the LR is "Jiggly-friendly". It's weird how often I've seen people say how horrible it must be to be in a locker room with me without realizing how most people I've been in an LR with have almost never had a problem with me and the only thing you're doing is making the community a less welcoming place for another user.
I like having a music channel because I spent 4 and a half years as a radio DJ and I like sharing music to others. It used to be really bad two years ago, with me basically spamming the channel every night, but recently it's just been something like one song every day or every other day. An anime channel isn't a necessity, but it's nice when I show up and I see one there already because it means I won't feel alone on that front. The worst thing about my pitiful existence is that I am extremely passionate about sports, anime, and music, but I'm never allowed to let those things mix. You guys may think it's annoying when I show up with anime in a sports context, but it feels even worse showing up to anime people with sports references and no one understanding what I'm saying. And finally, just the people on the team. If you really are interested in signing me and want to know if your team is clean, just ask me.
A really bad and self-destructive habit I have whenever I enter any Discord server in sim sports is to just search for my name in the server. It sounds more narcissistic than it is. Because other people search their name and see nice things about them or their players. I search my name and find people shit-talking me. Constantly. To a hurtful degree. To a degree that my day is completely ruined after doing this. To a degree that, as I stated before, I don't look at the person the same way again. As I said, this is a self-destructive habit. So if I join your server, I'll probably do that. But if those people are gone and none of your current players are like that, I'll be fine.
I thought Rose Jenkins would be the end of the line for me in the NSFL (ISFL now, whatever). I thought that I would finally win something and be remembered at least for my one good player. But life doesn't always go your way. Shit never turns out right. And during a time where I was talking to Oles about applying for the Butchers' GM position; I came up with a character that fit my feelings for the ISFL. Someone whose very existence was built on my experiences.
I was debating if I wanted to list the kanji for Fukushuu's name, or at least if I should make it canon. Her name is "復讐", which is the spelling of the word that directly translates to "Revenge". Combine that with a first name that sounds like the English word "My" and you get a name that means "My Revenge". Cool edgy OC, I know. But that's just how I feel about being here. I know that I can make a good character, make a good player, and finally get some positive recognition for once. But every time I've tried to do something good, I've either failed or it was out of my control. I've been kicked around by peers most of my life. I've been insulted in sim leagues to the point where I'm just a meme.
The thing I keep telling myself is that "I want to be better" and every time I try to do that, something stands in my way. Hell, when I finally went to a club at college, the very next day the entire world was shut down for the pandemic. And with Fukushuu, as well as Rosie before her and possibly even Tegan, I'm always caught behind someone who's moving at light speed. Rosie wasn't comparable to Corvo or Cooter because she was given the short end of the stick and ended up on a team that would eventually implode within a couple good seasons. Tegan, despite being in the Top 5 in receiving most of her time at the position, was always behind a teammate. And Fukushuu, despite my best efforts, is playing at the same position as someone who will probably break the all-time TPE record.
So going forward, I will welcome any GMs contacting me. Due to the fact that I physically cannot handle being in the ISFL General Discord (I get literal shakes being in there, it's honestly terrifying), you will probably have to go through someone like TB or Raven to get my info to DM me. And honestly, I'm completely fine with retiring if no one wants me. Giving up on something you've fought for for so long is the hardest thing to do, but maybe it's best to finally let go. I've started working on a new personal project that I'm extremely excited about and have been working pretty much every day at. Then in a month I'll be doing the main coverage for both the Fire and Red Stars for my journalist job and after that in the fall I'll be starting at a film school. I have more than enough on my plate that maybe it's best if I'm not here. But, if someone is willing to take me on and make me feel welcome, I'll stay and be the best damn RB I can be.
Well, this took all morning and I haven't even had breakfast yet (it's noon in Chicago rn). I have work to do on my previously mentioned project and I guess I should eat. I don't know when free agency is supposed to start or end, so I'll keep updating on my own until either someone picks me up or I figure out that the season's started and I'm finally free.
Also, please don't make my media a fucking cesspool again. It's not a good feeling to walk in and just see hate followed by shitposts followed by an HO member having to shut the place down.
<3,
Jiggly
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[OPTION]S32: CAR: 0 \ RUS: 0 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 35 \ REC: 582 \ RET: 3
[OPTION]S33: CAR: 395 \ RUS: 1756 \ RUT: 21 \ CAT: 14 \ REC: 124 \ RET: 1
[OPTION]S34: CAR: 196 \ RUS: 831 \ RUT: 6 \ CAT: 35 \ REC: 582 \ RET: 3
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[OPTION]DSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S31: DNQ
[OPTION]DSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S31: DNQ
[OPTION]S32: CAR: 0 \ RUS: 0 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 7 \ REC: 67 \ RET: 0
[OPTION]S33: CAR: 47 \ RUS: 147 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 2 \ REC: 7 \ RET: 0
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[OPTION]NSFL Regular Season Stats
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[OPTION]NSFL Playoff Stats
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[OPTION]Trophy Case/Achievements:
[OPTION]S33: CAR: 47 \ RUS: 147 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 2 \ REC: 7 \ RET: 0
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[OPTION]NSFL Regular Season Stats
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[OPTION]NSFL Playoff Stats
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[OPTION]Trophy Case/Achievements:
[OPTION]S33 DSFL RBOTY
[OPTION]S33 DSFL MVP
[OPTION]Height: 6'2"
[OPTION]Weight: 195 lbs
[OPTION]Birthplace: Yakushima, Japan
[OPTION]Number: 23
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[OPTION]DSFL Regular Season Stats
[OPTION]S22: CAR: 0 \ RUS: 0 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 0 \ REC: 0 \ RET: 0 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S23: CAR: 23 \ RUS: 89 \ RUT: 2 \ CAT: 14 \ REC: 112 \ RET: 0 \ KR: 569 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
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[OPTION]DSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S22: CAR: 0 \ RUS: 0 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 0 \ REC: 0 \ RET: 0 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S23: DNQ
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[OPTION]NSFL Regular Season Stats
[OPTION]S24: CAR: 192 \ RUS: 744 \ RUT: 6 \ CAT: 7 \ REC: 59 \ RET: 0 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S25: CAR: 232 \ RUS: 860 \ RUT: 4 \ CAT: 19 \ REC: 140 \ RET: 2 \ KR: 977 \ PR: 44 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S26: CAR: 54 \ RUS: 213 \ RUT: 3 \ CAT: 72 \ REC: 818 \ RET: 8 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S27: CAR: 179 \ RUS: 633 \ RUT: 4 \ CAT: 38 \ REC: 329 \ RET: 2 \ KR: 100 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
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[OPTION]NSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S24: DNQ
[OPTION]S25: DNQ
[OPTION]S26: DNQ
[OPTION]S27: DNQ
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[OPTION]Trophy Case/Achievements:
[OPTION]Height: 6'1"
[OPTION]Weight: 180 lbs
[OPTION]Birthplace: Chicago, IL
[OPTION]Number: 13
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[OPTION]DSFL Regular Season Stats
[OPTION]S13: Comp: 213 // Yards: 2306 // Comp%: 55 // TD: 10 // INT: 14 // Rating: 66.3
[OPTION]S14: Comp: 231 // Yards: 2100 // Comp%: 58.5 // TD: 11 // INT: 10 // Rating: 71.7
[OPTION]S15: Comp: 180 // Yards: 1595 // Comp%: 54.9 // TD: 7 // INT: 14 // Rating: 57.4
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[OPTION]DSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S13: Comp: 45 // Yards: 485 // Comp%: 57.7% // TD: 3 // INT: 2
[OPTION]S14: DNQ
[OPTION]S15: Comp: 11 // Yards: 130 // Comp%: 55% // TD: 1 // INT: 1
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[OPTION]NSFL Regular Season Stats
[OPTION]S16: Comp: 216 // Yards: 3106 // Comp%: 55.7% // TD: 18 // INT: 7 // Rating: 89.8
[OPTION]S17: Comp: 202 // Yards: 2267 // Comp%: 62.2% // TD: 18 // INT: 8 // Rating: 94
[OPTION]S18: Comp: 302 // Yards: 3652 // Comp%: 57% // TD: 18 // INT: 16 // Rating: 77
[OPTION]S19: Comp: 326 // Yards: 3716 // Comp%: 56.4% // TD: 11 // INT: 15 // Rating: 71.4
[OPTION]S20: Comp: 347 // Yards: 4275 // Comp%: 56.5% // TD: 28 // INT: 12 // Rating: 85.2
[OPTION]S21: Comp: 267 // Yards: 3242 // Comp%: 57.5% // TD: 24 // INT: 8 // Rating: 89.2
[OPTION]S22: Comp: 236 // Yards: 2864 // Comp%: 53% // TD: 8 // INT: 11 // Rating: 68.8
[OPTION]Career: Comp: 1896 // Yards: 23,122 // Comp%: 56.9% // TD: 125 // INT: 77
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[OPTION]NSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S16: Comp: 21 // Yards: 231 // Comp%: 65.6% // TD: 3 // INT: 3 // Rating: 79
[OPTION]S17: Comp: 18 // Yards: 186 // Comp%: 48.6% // TD: 0 // INT: 1 // Rating: 52.3
[OPTION]S18: DNQ
[OPTION]S19: DNQ
[OPTION]S20: DNQ
[OPTION]S21: DNQ
[OPTION]S22: Comp: 16 // Yards: 184 // Comp%: 57.1% // TD: 1 // INT: 1 // Rating: 74.1
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[OPTION]Trophy Case/Achievements:
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[OPTION]Height: 5'9"
[OPTION]Weight: 185 lbs
[OPTION]Birthplace: Brookfield, IL
[OPTION]Number: 23
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[OPTION]DSFL Regular Season Stats
[OPTION]S4: Tackles: 50 \ PDs: 15 \ INTs: 4 \ DTDs: 1 \ KR: 493 \ PR: 418 \ RetTD: 1
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[OPTION]DSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S4: DNQ
[OPTION]===========================================
[OPTION]NSFL Regular Season Stats
[OPTION]S5: Tackles: 60 \ Sacks: 2 \ PDs: 4 \ INTs: 1 \ DTDs: 0 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S6: Tackles: 50 \ Sacks: 6 \ PDs: 5 \ INTs: 0 \ DTDs: 0 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S7: Tackles: 92 \ Sacks: 0 \ PDs: 4 \ INTs: 2 \ DTDs: 0 \ Catches: 16 \ RecY: 171 \ RecTD: 3
[OPTION]S8: Catches: 71 \ RecY: 1239 \ RecTD: 6 \ YPC: 17.5 // KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S9: Catches: 70 \ RecY: 1168 \ RecTD: 3 \ YPC: 17.0 // KR: 711 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S10: Catches: 68 \ RecY: 1348 \ RecTD: 9 \ YPC: 19.8 // KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S11: Catches: 71 \ RecY: 1003 \ RecTD: 5 \ YPC: 14.1 // KR: 956 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S12: Catches: 47 \ RecY: 685 \ RecTD: 8 \ YPC: 14.6 // KR: 315 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S13: Catches: 53 \ RecY: 805 \ RecTD: 8 \ YPC: 15.2 // KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]Career (Defense): Tackles: 202 \ Sacks: 8 \ PDs: 13 \ INTs: 3 \ DTDs: 0
[OPTION]Career (Offense): Catches: 396 \ RecY: 6419 \ RecTD: 50
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[OPTION]NSFL Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S5: Tackles: 9 \ Sacks: 0 \ PDs: 0 \ INTs: 0 \ DTDs: 0 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S6: Tackles: 8 \ Sacks: 1 \ PDs: 0 \ INTs: 0 \ DTDs: 0 \ KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S7: Tackles: 8 \ Sacks: 0 \ PDs: 0 \ INTs: 0 \ DTDs: 0 \ Catches: 2 \ RecY: 18 \ RecTD: 0
[OPTION]S8: Catches: 3 \ RecY: 40 \ RecTD: 0 \ YPC: 13.3 // KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S9: Catches: 3 \ RecY: 45 \ RecTD: 0 \ YPC: 15 // KR: 43 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S10: DNQ
[OPTION]S11: Catches: 4 \ RecY: 29 \ RecTD: 1 \ YPC: 7.2 // KR: 54 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S12: Catches: 11 \ RecY: 208 \ RecTD: 1 \ YPC: 18.9 // KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
[OPTION]S13: Catches: 6 \ RecY: 55 \ RecTD: 0 \ YPC: 9.2 // KR: 0 \ PR: 0 \ RetTD: 0
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[OPTION]Trophy Case/Achievements:
[OPTION]S5: Ultimus Trophy Winners
[OPTION]S6: Ultimus Trophy Winners
[OPTION]S12: Ultimus Trophy Winners
[OPTION]S13: Ultimus Trophy Winners
[OPTION]Height: 6'4"
[OPTION]Weight: 260 lbs
[OPTION]Birthplace: Chicago, IL
[OPTION]Number: 3
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[OPTION]Regular Season Stats
[OPTION]S1: CAR: 207 \ RUS: 995 \ RUT: 4 \ CAT: 19 \ REC: 148 \ RET: 1
[OPTION]S2: CAR: 191 \ RUS: 640 \ RUT: 2 \ CAT: 23 \ REC: 142 \ RET: 3
[OPTION]S3: CAR: 123 \ RUS: 359 \ RUT: 5 \ CAT: 46 \ REC: 387 \ RET: 0
[OPTION]S4: CAR: 123 \ RUS: 357 \ RUT: 6 \ CAT: 69 \ REC: 533 \ RET: 2
[OPTION]Career: CAR: 664 \ RUS: 2351 \ RUT: 17 \ CAT: 157 \ REC: 1210 \ RET: 6
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[OPTION]Playoff Stats
[OPTION]S1: CAR: 15 \ RUS: 59 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 2 \ REC: 11 \ RET: 0
[OPTION]S2: CAR: 13 \ RUS: 32 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 0 \ REC: 0 \ RET: 0
[OPTION]S3: CAR: 0 \ RUS: 0 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 6 \ REC: 19 \ RET: 0
[OPTION]S4: CAR: 6 \ RUS: 16 \ RUT: 0 \ CAT: 4 \ REC: 17 \ RET: 0
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[OPTION]Trophy Case/Achievements:
[OPTION]S4: Ultimus Trophy Winners
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[OPTION]Record:
[OPTION]NSFL S1: OC Otters: 9-5-0
[OPTION]NSFL S2: OC Otters: 8-6-0
[OPTION]EFL S1: Notre Dame University: 0-14-0
[OPTION]NSFL S3: Chicago Blues: 10-4-0
[OPTION]NSFL S4: Chicago Blues: 5-9-0
[OPTION]NSFL S5: Chicago Coyotes: 3-7-0
[OPTION]PBE S7: Milwaukee Swans: 50-50 (Lost World Series 2-3)
[OPTION]NSFL S17: Chicago Butchers: 8-5-0
[OPTION]NSFL S18: Chicago Butchers: 5-8-0
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[OPTION]Trophy Case/Achievements:
[OPTION]NSFL S1: Finished 2nd in league (2nd in conference)
[OPTION]NSFL S1: Solis Trophy Runners-Up
[OPTION]NSFL S1: GMs of the Year Runners-Up
[OPTION]NSFL S2: Founded DSFL Franchise, Chicago Blues
[OPTION]EFL S1: Joined Notre Dame University as Athletic Director
[OPTION]NSFL S2: Finished 3rd in league (2nd in conference)
[OPTION]NSFL S2: Solis Trophy Runners-Up
[OPTION]EFL S1: Resigned from Athletic Director position with Notre Dame
[OPTION]NSFL S3: Finished 1st in league (1st in conference)
[OPTION]NSFL S3: Noble Trophy Semifinals Runners-Up
[OPTION]NSFL S4: Finished 5th in league (3rd in conference)
[OPTION]NSFL S5: Joined DSFL Franchise, Kansas City Coyotes
[OPTION]NSFL S5: Moved DSFL Franchise, Kansas City Coyotes from Kansas City to Chicago, creating the Chicago Coyotes
[OPTION]NSFL S5: Retired from Leadership Positions in the NSFL
[OPTION]PBE S7: Co-Founded MiPBE Franchise Milwaukee Swans
[OPTION]PBE S7: Finished Runners-up in MiPBE World Series
[OPTION]PBE S8: Resigned from MiPBE team Milwaukee Swans before the start of the season
[OPTION]NSFL S17: Joined NSFL Franchise, Chicago Butchers
[OPTION]NSFL S19: Resigned from NSFL team Chicago Butchers before the start of the season
[OPTION]NSFL S21: Appointed Interim GM of Chicago Butchers
[OPTION]NSFL S21: Staged a violent military coup to gain control of Chicago Butchers
[OPTION]NSFL S21: Retired from all Leadership Positions
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Quote:"There is no such thing as a person who can call themselves truly not lonely. There are only those who choose to hide it."
-Chizuru Ichinose
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