Unfortunately for me, and for my DSFL team the Royals, losing has become a thing for us this season. We have lost so many games, and well I can point to myself for the blame of these loses. I have played like absolute shit, especially recently. I went from 2 picks in 5 games to leading the league with 7 by the end of week 7. My play has been inconsistent at best, and I have only had one real statement game this season. The rest of the games have been a major disappointment. Whenever I feel like a loss is squarely on my shoulders as to why we lost the game, I go ahead and apologize to my teammates in the locker room. I feel terrible because these guys and gals have busted their humps to improve and help set up this team for victories and it comes down to my piss-poor throwing that ends up losing the games. I was excited coming into the season, but after seeing how Ive played for the first half, it saddens me and makes me kind of want to ignore the 2nd half and pretend like Im not the QB. There is a game tonight, and Im not expecting miracles. As a matter of fact there are two games. Unfortunately, I expect two loses, and yet again expect to be apologizing to my teammates in the locker room. The GMs do a great job of supporting me and telling me it’s not my fault, we win as a team and we lose as a team, but when you can look at the box score, and directly relate my poor play to the loses, its hard to refute. I wont quit on this team, Ill keep trying my hardest, but going from 7-7 last season to 1-6 this season has been a major gut punch. I hope we can get this season back on track, but if we do indeed lose the double header tonight, then we will be 1-8 with a guaranteed losing record. I hate losing. I just hope we can put together some wins and soon. It sucks.
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