11-11-2023, 12:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-15-2023, 02:58 PM by xenosthelegend. Edited 1 time in total.)
Most people don’t know, but being an Idol that plays football can have long-term effects that most cannot see coming. The league has not seen the dark side of Nakiri Ayame yet, but hell is about to be unleashed. During the S44 season, Ayame had secretly been working with the Kabuki mafia, and have been conspiring to fix the entire season, in which they did, including intentionally throwing the Ultimus to avoid suspicion of the crimes that her mafia had committed. She has also been well known to hold other players hostage till she gets what she wants, and is well known to carry her two katana’s wherever she goes and often threatens players with her weapons and often gets everything she wants. Ayame is now well-feared to the point that she often suffers from having anxiety attacks and often becomes unhinged from even the simplest things including one small error.
"You stay out of my damn way, and you won’t risk getting a katana near your throat." The teammates of hers looked very concerned that Ayame has seemingly become more unhinged as the days passed and that everyone is seemingly becoming a puppet for her. The reason for her madness is that she has mental health issues from the pressure of being an idol and being a football star several thousand miles away in Africa.
Ayame has her own personal police force to control her and get her around the world without anyone getting in her path. Most of the Crash have forgiven her for her destructive behavior and she simply couldn’t be silent about dealing with her personal demons any longer.
“Recently, I’ve been too similar to that of a rattlesnake, always striking when someone gets too close. I want to improve as a person, I often feel like my anxiety and questions about my decisions are mentally crippling me. It’s time that I begin a new journey to find inner peace."
Ayame is not a perfect person, and thanks to her heavy accent, most couldn’t understand what she was saying and that made her feel like she was the problem. She often kept crying while communicating with her team. She knew that her time in the league was slipping down like her mental health, and there was nothing she could do about it.
Hey guys, I’m writing this to explain what’s been going on with me and why you have not seen me for the past few weeks, I just haven’t been mentally right, and losing the Ultimus only makes me more frustrated, and I feel like I’m regressing back to the earlier days of the league when I was an insufferable bitch that couldn’t control myself. Thanks to therapy, I can mostly control my anger. I apologize to anyone who might find the story I concocted disturbing. I feel like my time in this league is running out and I’d rather go out in flames instead of simply fading away. This is not a retirement post, Ayame still has a lot left in her after all, retiring early is for suckers. This story embodies the recent emotions I have been dealing with mostly anxiety and a bad temper and that has burned a lot of bridges because I didn’t know what I was doing. I’m trying to improve as an individual and if any of you have any advice for me, you can contact me through discord.
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"You stay out of my damn way, and you won’t risk getting a katana near your throat." The teammates of hers looked very concerned that Ayame has seemingly become more unhinged as the days passed and that everyone is seemingly becoming a puppet for her. The reason for her madness is that she has mental health issues from the pressure of being an idol and being a football star several thousand miles away in Africa.
Ayame has her own personal police force to control her and get her around the world without anyone getting in her path. Most of the Crash have forgiven her for her destructive behavior and she simply couldn’t be silent about dealing with her personal demons any longer.
“Recently, I’ve been too similar to that of a rattlesnake, always striking when someone gets too close. I want to improve as a person, I often feel like my anxiety and questions about my decisions are mentally crippling me. It’s time that I begin a new journey to find inner peace."
Ayame is not a perfect person, and thanks to her heavy accent, most couldn’t understand what she was saying and that made her feel like she was the problem. She often kept crying while communicating with her team. She knew that her time in the league was slipping down like her mental health, and there was nothing she could do about it.
Hey guys, I’m writing this to explain what’s been going on with me and why you have not seen me for the past few weeks, I just haven’t been mentally right, and losing the Ultimus only makes me more frustrated, and I feel like I’m regressing back to the earlier days of the league when I was an insufferable bitch that couldn’t control myself. Thanks to therapy, I can mostly control my anger. I apologize to anyone who might find the story I concocted disturbing. I feel like my time in this league is running out and I’d rather go out in flames instead of simply fading away. This is not a retirement post, Ayame still has a lot left in her after all, retiring early is for suckers. This story embodies the recent emotions I have been dealing with mostly anxiety and a bad temper and that has burned a lot of bridges because I didn’t know what I was doing. I’m trying to improve as an individual and if any of you have any advice for me, you can contact me through discord.
(571 words)