So where do I begin, I’ve done some bad things in my time here in this sim league which no one should ever be proud of. I’ve said some things that apparently have popped up in here that I don’t even remember in the rookie discord, General, S18 discord, etc which is terrible for the fact that Im so used to having said things like that to the point don’t even remember saying them to people and when I “try” to apologize they are always incomplete with should’ve happened which is not a good sign. I’ve lost a lot of friends in my time here for things I have done incorrectly which while it mate hurt to think of there’s no one to blame but me and the thing that I have said to them.
I handle a lot of things extremely bad here especially when it came to my first tampering issue. I got extremely aggressive to people I shouldn’t have which brought me even more consequences that I deserved for my incompetence. Burning bridges isn’t the thing to do every single time. Someone I’ve definitely had problems with since I joined was @WALDO where I feel this is the only thing I can think of defending how it started as it was something that got out of hand and it still continued. This was something I tried apologizing for directly right away and publicly the next morning and I want to say to Waldo I want to clear things up with you so we don’t have anymore issues then we’ve had.
To the people of S18 I promise that I haven’t been trying to mess up how you feel with the league and I don’t want to be That guy even though I am. I think I’ve said this a lot but the people who have issues with me please just dm me so we can clear anything up because even though how much it may seem otherwise, I hate being part of public drama. I will be trying to remain quiet for the most part on other NSFL related discord’s, forums, etc until maybe I can clear things up better. If you guys have something you want me to try an explain something that has happened I guess just ask in the comments and I’ll try and answer like it’s a presser. I’ll be logging into the forums at random times today to see anything but I want to try and keep this post civil and if not we can work through it
I handle a lot of things extremely bad here especially when it came to my first tampering issue. I got extremely aggressive to people I shouldn’t have which brought me even more consequences that I deserved for my incompetence. Burning bridges isn’t the thing to do every single time. Someone I’ve definitely had problems with since I joined was @WALDO where I feel this is the only thing I can think of defending how it started as it was something that got out of hand and it still continued. This was something I tried apologizing for directly right away and publicly the next morning and I want to say to Waldo I want to clear things up with you so we don’t have anymore issues then we’ve had.
To the people of S18 I promise that I haven’t been trying to mess up how you feel with the league and I don’t want to be That guy even though I am. I think I’ve said this a lot but the people who have issues with me please just dm me so we can clear anything up because even though how much it may seem otherwise, I hate being part of public drama. I will be trying to remain quiet for the most part on other NSFL related discord’s, forums, etc until maybe I can clear things up better. If you guys have something you want me to try an explain something that has happened I guess just ask in the comments and I’ll try and answer like it’s a presser. I’ll be logging into the forums at random times today to see anything but I want to try and keep this post civil and if not we can work through it