I didn't think I'd ever be writing about this in the forums of a dot football league, but this last month and a bit has really helped me a lot. I've been struggling a lot over the last year and a half (basically since the beginning of 2019) with depression and anxiety. It got really bad, that I needed to take 3 1/2 months off work. Things were really dark for me. I would never admit this to my wife (IRL by the way), but had I been single and not had her there to support me and lived on my own at the time, I don't know if I'd be here today. She was super pregnant at the time too so for her to not even make a fuss and just be there for me... it brings tears to my eyes knowing how lucky I am to have her.
In October, I was involved in an accident at work that really shook me to my core. I have now been off work again for the last month, but things are a lot different now. My support system isn't only my wife. It's my son too. He is such a goofy little shit (pardon my language) but is always laughing and playing "pranks" on his papa. Like pretending his ball is stuck under the couch just to make me move it to find out there is no ball and stomps in a circle doing this menacing "I TOTALLY GOT YOU" laugh. Well played kid. Pretty funny for a 1 year old.
My wife is such a caring person. I never thought I could love and appreciate someone as much as this, but here I am, bursting at the seems. Now through another shitty time in my life (not as bad as the last time, but still sucks), she tells me I'm going to be a dad again. So now I will have a 3rd amazing little person added to my support system to help me battle through my mental illness.
I am thankful for my family, my wife Sandra, my son Noah and my unborn child whom I can not wait to meet and watch grow into another amazing little person.
There is one more group of people I am thankful for. It is this community. The NSFL. You. I am still new here, but it feels like I've been apart of this group for years. I was welcomed into the fold like I always belonged here and I wanted to say thank you. And id I can be just a little cornyer (I don't care if it isn't a real word, it counts), I love you people. Keep being you. You never know who's day your brightening by just being welcoming into your community.
In October, I was involved in an accident at work that really shook me to my core. I have now been off work again for the last month, but things are a lot different now. My support system isn't only my wife. It's my son too. He is such a goofy little shit (pardon my language) but is always laughing and playing "pranks" on his papa. Like pretending his ball is stuck under the couch just to make me move it to find out there is no ball and stomps in a circle doing this menacing "I TOTALLY GOT YOU" laugh. Well played kid. Pretty funny for a 1 year old.
My wife is such a caring person. I never thought I could love and appreciate someone as much as this, but here I am, bursting at the seems. Now through another shitty time in my life (not as bad as the last time, but still sucks), she tells me I'm going to be a dad again. So now I will have a 3rd amazing little person added to my support system to help me battle through my mental illness.
I am thankful for my family, my wife Sandra, my son Noah and my unborn child whom I can not wait to meet and watch grow into another amazing little person.
There is one more group of people I am thankful for. It is this community. The NSFL. You. I am still new here, but it feels like I've been apart of this group for years. I was welcomed into the fold like I always belonged here and I wanted to say thank you. And id I can be just a little cornyer (I don't care if it isn't a real word, it counts), I love you people. Keep being you. You never know who's day your brightening by just being welcoming into your community.
[OPTION]Logan Sarrasin || Linebacker || London Royals || 250 TPE + 132 Banked
[OPTION]Height: 6'4"
[OPTION]Weight: 243 lbs
[OPTION]Birthplace: Winnipeg, MB
[OPTION]Number: 38
[OPTION]S25 DSFL Draft: Round 3, Pick 8 || London Royals
[OPTION]S26 ISFL Draft: Round 2, Pick 9 || Arizona Outlaws
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[OPTION]DSFL Regular Season Stats:
[OPTION]S25 (Royals): 96 Tackles, 2 FF, 1 FR, 2 Sacks, 1 INT, 3 PDs, 1 TD
[OPTION]S26 (Royals): 121 Tackles, 8 TFLs, 9 Sacks, 1 INT, 5 PDs
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[OPTION]DSFL Playoff Stats:
[OPTION]S25 (Royals): 19 Tackles
[OPTION]S26 (Royals): 9 Tackles, 1 PD
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[OPTION]ISFL Playoff Stats:
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